it's simple, really.

I have been out. Out of my mind! I have let insecurity and doubt seep into me. Fabricating and exaggerating, I have allowed myself to loose composure. Blame it on the stress of school, the varying relationships of life, or the distance, I have faltered. I haven't been myself, and its killing me to go on like this. But now I am ready to return, and promise never to go back to that place. Let stress and selfishness be replaced with joy and love. Just as He wants for all of us... If you will give me the chance, things can go back to the way they were once upon a time. Call it casual love, or whatever you like, I will be there when you need. And even when you don't. You amaze me. Just thinking about it makes me want to be a better person. enjoy life. relax. just like allstate, you're in good hands...

p.s. none of this is as dramatic as it sounds. just putting some thoughts on paper... or screen i guess! the picture is pretty random. taken last may.